Going the Ishmael Route

I'm sorry I've been gone a while. I buried myself in work after the last test was negative. I'm feeling close to hopelessness of having this baby naturally. I'm trying not to go to reproductive medicine. Just a simple check up is $400! I have Obamacrap but it doesn't cover much. Pray for my strength as I stand on God's promise to us. Tens years ago, it was spoken over us that we shall have two children. We even have the names already. So if you read the bible, you will know that Abraham and his wife Sarai was old with no kids. It took 25 years for the promise of the kid to come to past. But before that, that thought they was supposed to use a surrogate as the method. God told Abraham that's not the promise child! But I'm go make sure he good though. I keep thinking about going the Ishmael route (using a surrogate) but that's not what we're supposed to do. But I'm feeling why Abraham did it though!