Tuesday, March 29, 2016

Does Resolution Drops really work?

So I'm on my way to losing more weight and I heard about this Resolution drops and thought maybe I should try it. Now, I will do the plan for 30 days exactly as prescribed and will be able to let you guys know whether or not it was an enhancement to my weight loss. Currently, I have been losing about 10 to 15 pounds a month. I have 70 more pounds to lose. Once I get down to my healthy weight then I will retry the fertility process. Thanks for walking with me on this journey!

Sunday, March 27, 2016

Gave up and then started again

So I was in the process of giving up and then about a day later, I realized that if I gave up, I would be a quitter! And momma didn't raise no quitter! So today, I am jumping back on the horse. The only thing I need to do is continue to believe that the promise of my family is near. It's going to be quite a story to tell, but once this part of my life is fulfilled, I would feel complete.

Saturday, March 5, 2016

Going the Ishmael Route

I'm sorry I've been gone a while. I buried myself in work after the last test was negative. I'm feeling close to hopelessness of having this baby naturally. I'm trying not to go to reproductive medicine. Just a simple check up is $400! I have Obamacrap but it doesn't cover much. Pray for my strength as I stand on God's promise to us. Tens years ago, it was spoken over us that we shall have two children. We even have the names already. So if you read the bible, you will know that Abraham and his wife Sarai was old with no kids. It took 25 years for the promise of the kid to come to past. But before that, that thought they was supposed to use a surrogate as the method. God told Abraham that's not the promise child! But I'm go make sure he good though. I keep thinking about going the Ishmael route (using a surrogate) but that's not what we're supposed to do. But I'm feeling why Abraham did it though!