Sunday, April 15, 2018

Should I️ quit trying to get pregnant?

Almost 2 years ago my husband and I adopted a healthy baby boy and he has brought so much joy into our lives. Today, he taught me an important lesson. I was trying to fix something and the words “I️ can’t” came out of my mouth. He quickly caught me and told me not to say the words “I can’t” but to say the words “I can” instead. He then goes on to start chanting the words “yes we can, yes we can!” Three minutes later, I️ fixed it. I️ was only 3 Minutes away from my breakthrough, but if I️ would have quit, I️ would have never achieved the goal!



So as I wait for the implantation stage, alll of these thoughts run through my head. Should I QUIT trying to get pregnant?  Of course I️ don’t want to quit! But fear and anxiety does continues to TRY and creep up its nasty little head.  So what I have done is found scriptures that will help me fight the thoughts of a negative outcome. I have two weeks until I can try and take a pregnancy test. Until then, just know that I will never quit! I️ CAN get pregnant! WE CAN get pregnant!  In the words of my three-year-old, YES WE CAN!  I think he got that from Bob the builder though! LOL

Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Should I️ take the meds?

What’s up everyone! I️ gave up on blogging because we were in the process of adopting our son. We adopted a fun loving toddler! And we have been going on with our life. And then I️ found one last bottle of Letrozole (fertility medicine that releases eggs). So I️ took it. Now I️ started thinking, what if I️ get pregnant with this? I️ would have a baby and toddler! But I️ took the meds anyway. Two weeks later, I️ bought Clearblue Digital ovulation tests and started testing every day until 7 days last later, I️ GOT MY SMILEY! So I️ told my husband, Over the next 5 days, I️ need transactions only. And of course, he obliged! 😂